my boss has left

and i didn't even mention it. i realy don't know how.
grrrrrrrrrr.


there goes my only chance to quit the job before the CNY.
actually i thought maybe i should think about it again during the CNY.
tho i think the result would probably be the same.
the heart wants what the heart wants. it just could never said it out.

damn.

the next timing for me to quit is until May/1st for the Labours holiday.
but then i would want to wait until going to Germany on the company's
expense again.

and then if i could successfully quit, it'd be autumn/winter.
i hate to travel in autumn/winter, especially in Europe,
coz every place closes EARLY.
and then another year would pass and i will still be at the same place.
nothing will be changed.

well. if so, i may re-consider about going to Australia
it's no bad either, just that after fancying Europe for such a longtime
it's depressing not to go.

damn.